Completely metaphorical story. More than one meaning.
My best suggestion: have someone read you the story, then read the story. You make more connections that way.
My best suggestion: have someone read you the story, then read the story. You make more connections that way.
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My December
My
December is hallowed ground. He walks arm-in-arm with Dark and Desolate Days,
who each call out to him with cries of passion. His response is the uneven
snowfall on a cloudy day, slightly swayed towards one side but just barely
enough so he can blame it on the weather. His chilled breath hangs around his
face and clumps together to obscure his true intentions. He asks Dark Days out
one night for an evening spent along the seashore, where they trace insignia
into the sand and shout praises to the stars, only to show up on Desolate Days’s
doorstep, begging to kill the night. She lets him in, a hollow smile on her
face, only pausing to lock the door behind her.
My
December is a wishing well. He threw himself out into sea but could never touch
the bottom. He surfaced only to find himself alone again, the four leaf clover
on the pillow beside him laughing at his pitiful state. He traced her smile on
frosted glass and held the clover guiltily in his fist. He pulled the blinds
shut and sipped the bottle of February Air in his hand, hoping its intoxicating
effects will put him to sleep again. He held Hope’s clover close and thought
hard. My December then brings it out to his wishing well and considers who
would notice if he pitched himself in instead of the clover.
My
December is a robbery. He leaves nothing behind but only takes what he needs.
The warm touch, the soft embrace, the lips curled in pleasure, no one has ever
seen Dark and Desolate Days like he has. And no one ever will after he leaves them
dead in his wake, another heartless victim whose name is now splattered over
headlines. My December attends their funerals and refuses to talk to them after
they stare at him with hollow eyes hidden behind a white veil and dress. He
then takes the bottle of February Air and crawls his way back home, Hope’s four
leaf clover tucked away carefully within his pocket, searching for a way to end
a Hopeless night.
My
December is a nightmare. Every time he closes his eyes he sees her face. Every
time he stares at the sunset, bringing forth a new day, he feels her voice on
his ears, whispering to him what the new day should have brought. Every time he
wakes in cold sweat, Hope’s name on his lips, it’s because she just touched him
in his dream. My December tears the town apart, releasing his fury in a
blizzard. The townspeople cower in fear until he almost drops his bottle of
February Air. He drags himself back home that night, drunken and abused, to
place the bottle back on the fourteenth shelf, far away from his heart.
My
December is hallowed ground. He’s never walked it alone but no one is ever by
his side. My December dreams of being put to ashes, to just die and never
return. My December walked that day, the Moon leading him with a serious gaze,
the four leaf clover tucked in the pocket of his high school blazer. He stepped
through the yard, death and decaying frost following his every footstep, until
he found the marker he was looking for. My December stared, with hollowed eyes,
at where Hope was buried, her body, however, they could never find. He laid
down on the frozen earth, much comfier than his bed, and just when he thought
the nightmares would start, they all slipped away. For My December could hear
Hope’s voice:
“This
is My December. He is always so clear. His ice cold hands are mine to hold. His
frozen breath is mine to feel. And I always felt like it was something I
missed, but Hope knows best, to hold My December by her side.”
For
the briefest moment, My December felt himself change. My December was now Dark
and Desolate Days’ lover, and they would never leave his side, but then where
would Hope exist? In response, My December suddenly rationalized, as the snow
fell all about him, putting him at peace, My December can only exist with Hope
by his side.
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